Well I got up this morning and was in alot of pain.I have chronic back pain and have to take meds for it.I have had two back surguries.The first doctor made a mess and the second one could only fix so much.I have nerve damage,that cause alot of pain in my lower back and left leg.The surgeon says their is nothing more they can do.My medical doctor will not write pain meds and wants me to go to pain managment,which I would have no problem with.Pain management called me today to set up an appointment.They said I have to have $300.00 first visit or they won't see me.If they give me the injections in my back they are like $3000.00 each and I have to have that in cash.Well I don't know what I'm going to do,because I don't have that kind of money.My husbands plant that he works for has filed chapter 11.We don't know how much longer he will even have a job,they are down to 32 hour weeks now.We had insurance untill they filed chapter 11 in Oct 2008.So now I don't know where to turn.I've applied for medicaid,but can't get it because I'm not on disabilaty yet.Kinda makes ya wonder what a great country we live in uhn.I know God will see me thru this trial too.He always has blessed me.But I am human and can't help,but to worry about what I'm going to do.I take almost $1000.00 a months worth of meds.It's getting to the point that I don't know if I'll even be able to afford those.I have to have them or I could die.Well I guess I 've ramble on enough for now.I'm going to see if I can get some sleep,that doesn't come easy anymore.God Bless any one who reads my bloggs.Please check out my booth on bonanzle this is the link http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/bea5563 you may have to copy and paste it to your browser.
good nite and god bless
Friday, April 17, 2009
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Items on bonanzle
Hi I sell and buy one bonanzle.I love it there.I sell Natural soy tarts, some kids clothes ,a little of this and that really.The soy tarts are hand poured by me.I take great pride in my tarts.I've been told by many they are the best they have ever tried.Check them out at my booth on bonanzle.Here is the link.....
http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/bea5563
http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/bea5563
Monday, April 13, 2009
little about me
Hi I 'm Bea,
Well where do I start.....I grew up in Myrtle Beach and loved it.I got married and moved away when I was 21.We lived in Palm Beach Fl. for a couple of years,then moved back to South Carolina to the country.I was married to my first husband for 20 years.It was a very volitale marrige to say the least.He was very abusive,but I always thought it would change.But looking back now I wonder why I stayed so long.Well that is in the past.I moved forward,I met a wonderful man on line of all places.We have been together for 7 years now.He has taught me a lot about how,I should be treated.He was very patent with me while I went thru all my excess baggage from my first marrige.He is a god send.I am very blessed to be here,because when I was 24 years old,I had a anursyum burst in my head,they said had I , not got to the hospital when I did.I would not of made it..It was on the artery that controlls the right side of my body.Had the doctor put a clip on it,I'd been parralyzed on my right side.He put some type of coating around it to fix it because he said that he just didn't want to see my parralyzed that young. My son was only 2 weeks old at the time.That has been 25 years ago and I'm still here.
Let's see I love horses,they have always been my passion.I tend to be drawn to the problem horses,the ones no one else wants to try to help work out whats wrong.Most horses like this end up at the kill yard.I have rescue many over the years.I have 5 now and all of them were rescues,but 1.I've had 1one of them for 19 years now,I rescue him and his mom.He was only two months old then.I made him a promise that he would have a forever home then.So far I've been able to make good on that promise,to the promises I've made to all of them.
I serve the lord and pray for him to guide me thru each day.He has blessed me or I would not be here.I've had a lot of health issues over the last 3 years and now I'm not able to work.
I've applied for Disabilaty,but takes for ever.I'm waiting on my court date now.
In the mean time,I've started making scented soy wax tarts and candles to sell to try and make ends meet.I have to take eleven meds a day.We have no health insurance anymore,Therefore it has to come out of our pockets now.My husbands plant where he works has filed chapter 11 and his hours have been cut.He has been there for 16 years now.So that is why I try to sale my wares on line.I have many wonderful folks who buy from me that are not on line.I know as long as I keep my faith in God it will all work out.
I think I've almost wrote a book here so I'll close for now.Untill another day.
God bless those that read my blogs.
Well where do I start.....I grew up in Myrtle Beach and loved it.I got married and moved away when I was 21.We lived in Palm Beach Fl. for a couple of years,then moved back to South Carolina to the country.I was married to my first husband for 20 years.It was a very volitale marrige to say the least.He was very abusive,but I always thought it would change.But looking back now I wonder why I stayed so long.Well that is in the past.I moved forward,I met a wonderful man on line of all places.We have been together for 7 years now.He has taught me a lot about how,I should be treated.He was very patent with me while I went thru all my excess baggage from my first marrige.He is a god send.I am very blessed to be here,because when I was 24 years old,I had a anursyum burst in my head,they said had I , not got to the hospital when I did.I would not of made it..It was on the artery that controlls the right side of my body.Had the doctor put a clip on it,I'd been parralyzed on my right side.He put some type of coating around it to fix it because he said that he just didn't want to see my parralyzed that young. My son was only 2 weeks old at the time.That has been 25 years ago and I'm still here.
Let's see I love horses,they have always been my passion.I tend to be drawn to the problem horses,the ones no one else wants to try to help work out whats wrong.Most horses like this end up at the kill yard.I have rescue many over the years.I have 5 now and all of them were rescues,but 1.I've had 1one of them for 19 years now,I rescue him and his mom.He was only two months old then.I made him a promise that he would have a forever home then.So far I've been able to make good on that promise,to the promises I've made to all of them.
I serve the lord and pray for him to guide me thru each day.He has blessed me or I would not be here.I've had a lot of health issues over the last 3 years and now I'm not able to work.
I've applied for Disabilaty,but takes for ever.I'm waiting on my court date now.
In the mean time,I've started making scented soy wax tarts and candles to sell to try and make ends meet.I have to take eleven meds a day.We have no health insurance anymore,Therefore it has to come out of our pockets now.My husbands plant where he works has filed chapter 11 and his hours have been cut.He has been there for 16 years now.So that is why I try to sale my wares on line.I have many wonderful folks who buy from me that are not on line.I know as long as I keep my faith in God it will all work out.
I think I've almost wrote a book here so I'll close for now.Untill another day.
God bless those that read my blogs.
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